We're all being tested, every single one of us. Each moment, in each breath, someone is going through a test that is so heavy. They feel their heart might shatter, and others are going trough a test so easy to miss their heart is a nearly dead. And in the pain, grief, and sadness I realize that no human can ...

What a year it has been! I wanted to do a little quick recap post of 2019 so that in 10 or 20 years I can read back and see exactly how amazing this year was for me.(since I took a long hiatus from blogging, so I think this recap would help!) 2019 was the greatest for me. (I think ...

Officially divorce my life from the world and social media. Focusing on my relationship with Allah, seeking forgiveness and making dua.. I had an intention of performing umrah with Aurora wince 2016.  But a lot of trouble occurred at that time. Visa tak lepas and whatsoever. That upset me quite a bit. In October this year, I feel so depressed ...

Typically something happens , I share it and away we go. Except some things are so heavy, they are things I struggle even to share with the people closest to me. But sometimes a share is something someone else needs.  To know they are not alone. So here it goes… I have been struggling. I am a happy person about ...

It was such an honour to meet your, Far! Congrats Danish! You're the man! He came all the way from Kuala Lumpur with his 3 sons, just to circumcise his eldest son, Danish at Emanora! Danish is such a brave boy! He was not crying at all throughout the procedure, even during the local anesthetic injection. Arghhh I hate my ...

This was a magic moment and so beautifully captured by someone I love the most, the one who always knows how to make me laugh. I know so many just like it are right around the corner and in the meantime I guess I’ll just have to send those letters, try to understand the dreams and the nightmares and find different ...