اللهم أصلح قلبي Oh Allah fix my heart.

Stab the body and it heals, but injure the heart and the wound lasts a lifetime.

We’re all being tested, every single one of us. Each moment, in each breath, someone is going through a test that is so heavy. They feel their heart might shatter, and others are going trough a test so easy to miss their heart is a nearly dead.

And in the pain, grief, and sadness I realize that no human can fill the wound. No human is powerful enough, or has enough to give what we really need.

It remind me that how much I need Allah, and a place in Jannah where there is no grief, sadness, tears, anger, or disappointment. Only Allah is powerful enough and has enough love and compassion to fill the aching of our hearts.

I’m just back from Umrah and still not feeling well. I will write about my umrah journey one day, InsyaAllah.

Totin Jamain
I give myself the luxury of saying what I want.